Monday, September 01, 2008

7th month came and left. and we havent been to see you. but you knw we're never the superstitious sort. at least for me. to me, what's important is tht you are still in my heart and you'll always be.tht i can assure you dad. no one will ever replace you. (:
so lets see, i guess i dont have to update you much about my life since you would have alrdy knwn right. the ups and downs ive been through this whole month is a torture. but then again, which part of my life isnt a torture? im sorry if you have to see me like this dad. i just hope tht there is smth tht i did which made you proud at least. there is right? maybe now tht you're up there, you're begining to see the things tht ive been hiding from you, you begin the unfold all the lil dark secrets tht i have. dont be disappointed in me please. dont be angry. i hope this is not one of the reason why ive not dreamt of you yet.

dad, you knw i can tell you a thousand times how much i miss you. and i hope tht somehow you are missing me too from wherever you are. i'll go visit you one of these days okay i promise. i love you daddy. i love you very much.